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| things just went right fast, I guess I finally get a break
I will hopefully move into my new apartment on the 1st. woot
huzzah for friends, thanks to the ones who have been here for me, I don't think I say it enough
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| I hate this and I need to get out now.... I can't do this anymore, fate has dealt me a hand to laugh at me and I just can't catch a break.
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| Im wondering what Im really going to do in life, college is just another step on the road and I really don't know whats to come after it. sorry, one of those kinda thinkin moods I guess
GOTTA GET AWAY
OFFSPRING
Getting edgy all the time
There's someone around me just a step behind
It's kinda scary, the shape I'm in
The walls are shakin' and they're closing in
Too fast or a bit too slow
I'm paranoid of people and it's starting to show
One bad habit that I can't shake
Over my shoulder is a big mistake
Sitting on the bed
and I'm lying wide awake
There's demons in my head
And it's more than I can take
I think I'm gonna roll
But I think it's kinda weak
Saying all I know is
I gotta get away from me
Tell you something, just ain't right
My head is on loose but my shoes are tight
Avoiding my friends cause they all bug
Life is like a riddle and I'm really stumped
There's a reason, don't you know?
Your own preoccupation is where you'll go
I'm being followed, I look around
It's only my shadow creepin' on the ground
Sitting on the bed
and I'm lying wide awake
There's demons in my head
And it's more than I can take
I think I'm gonna roll
But I think it's kinda weak
Saying all I know is
I gotta get away from me
gotta get away from me
gotta get away from me
whoa...whoa...
whoa...whoa...
Sitting on the bed
and I'm lying wide awake
There's demons in my head
And it's more than I can take
think I'm gonna roll
But I think it's kinda weak
Saying all I know is
I gotta get away from me
gotta get away from me
gotta get away from me
gotta get away from me
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| things are finally falling back into place, I have a job, my phone works again, I have my xbox back, Im getting back in touch with all my friends, and I will hopefully be getting my apartment in fall.
all I have to do now is find some grants, scholarships and loans to help me pay for college and hopefully I can get enough to get a better computer then this one.
VNV NATION---BELOVED
It's colder than before
The seasons took all they had come for
Now winter dances here
It seems so fitting don't you think?
To dress the ground in white
And grey
It's so quiet I can hear
My thoughts touching every second
That I spent waiting for you
Circumstances afford me
My beloved do you know
No second chance to tell you
How much I've missed you
When the warm wind comes again
Another year will start to pass
And please don't ask me why I'm here
Than a need to remember
Something deeper brought me
We were once young and blessed with wings
No sacred place we did not soar
No heights could keeps us from their reach
Still greater things burned within us
I don't regret the choices that I've made
I know you feel the same
My beloved do you know
Thinking that I saw you there
How many times I stared at clouds
These are feelings that do not pass so easily
I can't forget what we claimed was ours
Moments lost though time remains
I am so proud of what we were
No pain remains, no feeling
Grant me wings that I might fly
Eternity awaits
My restless soul is longing
Eternity awaits
No pain remains, no feeling
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